I REALLY need advice. SERIOUSLY.?

My advice is to let him know that he can have you as a girlfriend, or not at all. Tell him that you love him, but that spending time with him now just confuses you. Tell him that if he does not want a relationship, then you are have no longer available to hang out, text, talk on the phone, ect. If you really love this boy, then letting him go and waiting for him to come back to you is the only chance you have in this situation. You have to give him time to realize how different his life will be without you in it. It will be really tough, but you need to focus on friends and family and your education and maybe a new hobby. Just do this, because you have to teach him to respect you if the relationship is ever going to work in long run.